What is the true feeling of pain???

So many things happened in the life of Blue Butterfly recently which taught her a lesson about the true feeling of painfulness. It's not about being failed from exam or has not enough money. It's more than that........

Do you know how painful is it when you have somebody you love so much with all your heart, but at the end you must let go because of some reasons that you yourself actually can not accept?

Do you know how extremely painful is it when someone you love so much and someone whom you still put hope on is actually trying to let you go and trying to stay away from you and trying to ignore you day by day?

Do you know how painful is it when you text someone you love so much, but that people is not keen to reply back and do not care about you as much as it used to be?

Do you know how painful is it when you are trying to explain what actually can make you happy, but those people can not accept your thoughts and say you are actually know nothing?

Do you know how painful is it when you feel lonely, scared in the middle of the night and really need someone to talk, but actually there is no one at home for you to go to, then you must comfort yourself and cope with those burdens by yourself?

Do you know how painful is it when you eat your breakfast, lunch and dinner by yourself?

Do you know how painful is it when you cook so much nice food by yourself, but there is no one to try out your cooking?

Do you know how painful is it when you actually realise that you had not talk to anyone for the whole day?

Do you know how painful is it when you look around in your house and you only can find computer, tv, table and chairs around you?

Do you know how painful is it when you have no place to socialise with?

Do you know how painful is it when you invite your friends to have dinner at your house for your coming birthday, but only few of them can make it?

Do you know how painful is it when you actually typing on your computer and tears just coming out from your eyes?

So for all the butterflies in the world. If none of you have experienced such things in your life, it means that you are very fortunate and do not say that you feel painful. But, although Blue Butterfly had experienced those unfortunate events in her life, She still wants to believe that God is still with her and she must pray, sacrifice and be patient.