Day full of Joy and Peace

Blue Butterfly is sharing story with the other butterflies.....

Yesterday was the day full of Joy and Peace for me. It was not because someone did or gave something to me, but I was so happy because I did give Joy and Peace to other people. They were two different population.

The first population in the afternoon was the elderly ( Grandpa and Grandma Butterfly) between the age of 60-80 years old in the old folks daily activity centre. Actually, My other four friends and I were there in purpose to do our Music Therapy activity presentation. We provided some 70s & 80s Chinese popular song to sing together, such as Ye Lai Xiang and Tien Mi Mi ( hope some of you will recognise them ). The couple of hours before the event, My friends and I were rehearsing the whole programmes of the activity. It was a very tough and tiring rehearsal as all of us were struggling with the guitar and everything seemed so unorganise. Well....actually it was a last minute rehearsal though. We were quite concern that we would do a messy presentation for the elderly. So finally, it was the time of the presentation. It was a very different situation from what we had thought before. The Grandpa and Grandma Butterflies in their 60s to 80s are Very Very Active. They were acting as if they were 40s to 50s. It was just unbelievable to see them. It really gave us the spirit to do our activities. They sang loudly with us, they danced together with us, they clapped and wave the beat of the music, and they laugh together with us. When we were asking how did they feel, they always answer " We are so Happy ". Suddenly it was that time when I felt extremely satisfy and happy with myself that I already serve other people with Joy and Peace.

Oh Blue Butterfly can't stop sharing story now, but the other butterflies keep listening....

The second population was My Special Butterfly who was celebrating his 23rd B'day. We were having delicious dinner with the other friends ( 10 Butterflies ). Special Butterfly was surprised by the beautiful B'day cake in the beginning, then he shared the cakes with everybody. Everybody was so busy of taking picture smiling here and there. After that, the second surprise for Special Butterfly was the gift from his sister ( Pink Butterfly ) and I. The last surprise was the Hand-made B'day card by Pink Butterfly with all of our signatures and whishes inside. I just feel so delightful to see Special Butterfly felt so happy and was so touched with all of the surprises and to see all of his friends who care and love him so much.

Finally I understand what My God always say " It is better for you to serve than to be served ".

Birthday wish for my Special Butterfly

Do not know what I should give you as a gift on your birthday, so I just give these words of my heart to you (this can't be bought from any stores in the world hahahah).

I want to say "Thank You" to my Special Butterfly for staying with me as a best friend, as a shelter, as a Special one and as a person who are willing to give forgiveness and sacrifices for his beloved ones. You are not an accidental Special one for me, but you are the answer of my prayer to God. I used to be unable to accept your weaknesses, but now it is your weaknesses that make me become more mature and considerate person. Sometimes your weaknesses even makes me laugh. Is it what they called "Beautiful imperfection" ??? Hopefully all of my imperfections will also be beautiful for you.

I do not know if we are meant to be together forever as only Him who knows it. But, what I know is that I must always take a good care of what God had given to me and I must cherish everyday of my life with you with lots lots of pray and love. And that is why I want to cherish this special birthday of you with.........
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday E.E.

I wish that God always bless you with his Holy spirit, I wish all the best for your future and I wish all your dreams will come true. At last I wish we can go through our time with lots of love and understanding.
FIGHTING.....FIGHTING....

The Confusion of Butterfly

2 years ago....

That day was a bad day for the blue butterfly, but it was her own decision that she should face.
Blue butterfly had a good and nice boyfriend who loved and cared for her so much. oh....the name of this male butterfly is E.E. butterfly. They were having a lovely long relationship and were very happy of being together always. But surprisingly that day, Blue Butterfly decided to end their relationship. Blue Butterfly can still captured the expression showed by E.E. butterfly. He was so quiet with no words coming out from his mouth. He was only asking WHY??? WHY??? AND WHY???
Blue Butterfly gave him reasonable answers which actually she herself also did not fully understand. Tears just always coming out from her eyes. At the end, this relationship was really ended.....

What was really happening to Blue Butterfly that day was the confusion of life. She was so confuse about what she wants and needs in her own life. She was confuse about what kind of friends she needs and what kind of life partner that she can hang on for the rest of her life. She was confuse about what she actually likes and dislikes to do for her future. Because of this confusion, Blue Butterfly felt that the good things that God had actually given to her were not good enough. But along this 2 years, she experienced life and kept finding the purpose of her life...