MEMORIES........

This following story of Blue Butterfly is inspired by her friend's writing whom she called "Pink Butterfly".

It was yesterday night when Blue Butterfly read a story of "Pink Butterfly" about the words from her heart. Just do not know why, Blue Butterfly felt the story of "Pink Butterfly" was so familiar to her. Suddenly, Blue Butterfly was able to recall about it. That story is used to be what Blue Butterfly herself had experienced before.....

Blue Butterfly is almost in the same circumstances with Pink Butterfly. She is the youngest child, as well as the only daughter in her family. Both of her brothers are much much older than her (in the gap of 6 years old). Blue Butterfly used to be helped by her two big brothers and always regarded them as her pioneer in her life. She mostly get what she wished from her father and she hardly shared things with other people. But, what she was very proud of is that she has the love and intention from her two smart brothers which maybe not everyone had. Maybe because Blue Butterfly is the only daughter, her brothers always tried to give attention, protect and help her whenever she faced some problems. Therefore, Blue Butterfly always felt very safe and loving, yet very self centered in her life. What a Spoiled Princess life of Blue Butterfly.

But as time goes and everybody is growing up, Blue Butterfly had to face the fact that her brothers were not totally hers anymore. Hahaha....her two lovely brothers were having a girlfriend (Blue Butterfly was about 19). It was really a very very good news for Blue Butterfly. But just for some reasons, she felt something had missing. She felt those attentions were not as much as they used to be. When she accompanied her brothers for dating with the girlfriends, she thinks quietly " Hey...those hugs, treats and gifts that my brother gives are all used to be mine". A bit of jealousy here. Then, suddenly there was a fear in her heart that one day her two lovely brothers will abandon her and will never help her anymore, and she will be left alone. But it did not mean that Blue Butterfly hated her brothers' girlfriend. It just her own thought and fear of losing.

Fortunately in this situation of Blue Butterfly, God shows His way. There was one day before her birthday when her brother asked about what gift that Blue Butterfly wished to have. So, Blue Butterfly just jokingly answered. Surprisingly on that day, her brother gave her what she really whised to have. It was a complete set of hair styled equipments. Blue Butterfly kept wondering how her brother managed to buy those things (brothers are bad in shopping). It was actually his brother's girlfriend who helped him to find it in everystore. Since that time, Blue Butterfly realised something that she was not missing any attention, but she was actually having more attention. Then, she also realised that her brother never ever abandon her although he alrady had a girlfriend. Her brothers always share their problems, always asked her for lunch, dinner, holiday, and always helping her. And because of this experience, Blue Butterfly learned how to be more independent and willing to share with other people.

Now, Blue Butterfly is feeling happy and grateful to God that her brothers had found someone who always love and care for them, and also thanks to God that she is actually being given two sisters whom she never had in her life. Blue Butterfly believes that Sister and Girlfriend have different meaning and importance in every heart of a brother. Both of them will never ever be replaced with anyone else. And therefore, brothers will never abandon their sisters and family. So, Blue Butterfly is not scared of beling lonely anymore and she wants to cherish every moment with his brothers, friends and she will also find her own future which she already had right now with her Special One (E.E. Butterfly).

E.E. Butterfly is a great boyfriend, yet great brother. He treats Blue Butterfly very very nice, but in the same time he never neglects his family which Blue Butterfly is very happy about. He often tells short stories about his family members and he also always reflects himself to them. Blue Butterfly knows that his family and She are having different place in his heart that can't be replaced by anybody, because Blue Butterfly also will never replaced her family and E.E. Butterlfly in her heart with anybody else in this world. Blue Butterfly knows that everybody will always be together like they used to be, but maybe every of them will have different priorities in life.

" Thanks to you, my E.E. Butterfly & Pink Butterfly for letting me come to your life and thanks for giving me some times to adjust and adapt to it ". ( Blue Butterfly )